Back in the Swing Of Things, Well Maybe

So anyways this Semester at school was a total kicker.. But I have persevered. I had a thirteen page research paper and it took all my focus and zapped all my energy... But guess what I received an A-  woo hoo!

3 more weeks of class and 2 finals left... two more papers due as well. Then this semester is over.

 In May I get my Certificate   Yay!!! Hopefully by the end of summer this certificate will help me get a part time job.

I am taking summer classes, I originally wanted the summer off but I have 2 sciences and 2 labs and I did not want to take them at the same time so I chose to take human biology and lab in the summer. But that was only 4 credits and I need 6 credits to get financial aide so I am also taking intro to digital photography, hopefully this will be a fun class, and not that hard.

In the fall I have human health and nutrition and lab and Intro to the creative experience.  That art class is a three hour class at night boo hoo... But I need it to graduate with my associates degree in December.

So anyways something I missed posting is that Dylan turned 16.. Had a nice party with Tim Cannon playing guitar. It was a fun time...

So anyways I hope to keep up on this better and catch up with blog hops and all that

wow neglecting the blog

It has been a really tough semester for me at school this semester, but it is almost over thank goodness.. I will also be finished interning...





I am Graduating with my Community Support Practitioner Certificate this May and my Associates Degree in Human Services in December.

Thoughts

I have done something recently that I am just unsure of.
I guess this may sound a bit cryptic.
But I kinda just went with the flow that was going on..and now I worry if it were the wrong thing to have done?

Oh well i guess we have to live with the decisions we make.



I would rather live with some possible regrets if they made me happy, then not to have lived.

sorry

Haven't been posting .. Life is happening

getting to know you 1/24/2010

following along with this blog: http://www.mannland5.com:

1. Waffles, pancakes or french toast?

I would have to go with french toast

2. Dream home..What would it look like?

Just a simple ranch style home. maybe with some extra room. set on its own big chunk of land so we could be noisy and not worry about neighbors..oh with a heated pool and a hot tub

3. Favorite sport to watch during the Winter Olympics?

i guess the figure skating

4. The first word that comes to mind when describing yourself?

nice

5. Dresses, pants (jeans, leggings, etc.) or skirts?

pants

6. What is your favorite time of day?

I like night I think

7. Beach or Mountains..which do you prefer?

The Beach most certainly  i love the ocean and lived at the beach for 3 yrs i miss it

8.Will you watch the Super Bowl?
when I have to

five question friday

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1. What is better, growing old with out money or dying young and wealthy? I think my choice would be living longer

2. Who takes out the garbage at your house? supposed to be Dylan but it is like pulling teeth

3. Have you ever had the same dream many times? I have in the past but not so much lately

4. Can you play a musical instrument? no I am not talented this way

5. If you owned your own store, what would you sell? It would be a book store/coffee shop and there would be entertainment there as well

Random thoughts

So I went out with a friend that I have not seen in 4 years since my boyfriend Jim passed away. Its been kind of an emotional month for me so it was to have a girls night out, I hope to be able to do it again.

This whole month has been like an emotional roller coaster. My sister Linda passed away 6 years ago in December. On New years eve I had thoughts about the fun I had on past New Years eve's with her and it kind of brought me down.

My boyfriend whom was like my best friend was an alcoholic and former drug addict. He will be gone for 4 years on January 19. He died just weeks before his 32nd birthday. psorosis of the liver.It was a very sad event in my life. He was my best friend moreso than a lover. This year its hitting me hard.

I have issues with my childrens father. He is just a jerk. He has emotionally scarred my son. My daughter is just to young at the moment but eventually she will be hurt as well. I wish I could just meet someone new who would treat her as their own. Also to be a good friend to Dylan.

Dylan really just needs some type of male influence in his life right now and I just don't know what I am to do about the situation. I am just at a loss to help him deal with what he is going through and all his emotions.

My crush man I am crushing so much harder lately. He is such a nice guy. I think he may be attracted to me, but not really sure of expectations, maybe there is none and its just wishful thinking on my part?