Bah Humbug

The Tree is finally up.

I wrapped most of the presents, I need more paper I ran out.

I am going through the motions and doing what is expected.


But I just don't feel it and I feel like a Bah Humbug.


Maybe it is because I am a single mom of two and I have to do it all on my own with no help. No one to share this experience with.


Maybe it is because I have lost so many loved ones near the holidays? My oldest sister has been gone 6 years on December 13.


I am just not feeling the Christmas spirit this year. But I will continue on for my children.